Tuesday, April 29, 2008

MY MAD JOURNAL

I LAUGH AND CRY AT ODD TIMES-LIKE WHEN I'M WATCHING A CRIME SHOW OR I'LL LAUGH AT TIMES WHEN LAUGHING HAS NO PLACE. LIKE WHEN I'M NERVOUS OR UPSET. THIS CHALLENGE HAS BROKEN ME DOWN AT TIMES WHEN I'M BROKEN AND TIMES WHEN I'M NOT. IT HAS MADE ME TEAR DOWN THE WALLS I BUILT AROUND MYSELF-THERE IS NO PROTECTION-NO WALLS-NO SUITE OF ARMOUR. IT HAS SLOWLY CHIPPED AWAY MY SELF RELIANCE. IT HAS NO END IN SIGHT TILL IT HAS ME TOTALLY RELIANT ON OTHERS AND THEN IT WILL TAKE THE ONE THING I HAVE THAT IS NOT RELIANT ON ANYONE--MY ABILITY TO TO BREATHE. THIS DISEASE IS EVIL....................
ANOTHER DAY OF ME MAD AS HELL

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

SP,

F#$K ALS!!!

We will bring this disease to its knees!

ILY

HB

Anonymous said...

Hi, Drew. My best friend was diagnosed with ALS a couple months ago. I'm trying to wrap my head around what it all means and trying to help, but it just sucks. He is only 38. Anyway, I like seeing your journey here. I know it is quite personal.

Thanks.