eric said something to me last week . he said, " this is just a part of our lives that God needs us to get through. He's is in control of everything. there's going to be a day when we look back at this and we'll be able to laugh about it." what a lift that was for me. you keep that in mind too when you have a bad day.
MAN, I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT EMAIL THIS MORNING-I'M SO ANGRY THESE DAYS-I'M CARRYING A LOT OF GUILT FOR HAVING TO RELY ON PEOPLE. THAT IS MY EGO WRITING CHECKS MY BODY CAN'T CASH. AGAIN
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dear andrew...maybe i don't know what i am saying but why be guilty if you rely on people, especially those who love you? when my sister was sick with multiple myeloma, i have to do everything for her, and take care of her three young kids at that time, on top of working crazy hours in the hospital.it was tough but never a second that i thought of why am i be the one to (also) suffer taking care of her. it's what we do those we love, to whose we care about, and i am glad she has given me the chance to serve and help her, and learn how to be more compassionate without having be the one to suffer from being sick. if your sister got the disease instead of you...wouldn't you be insisting to help her anyway you can? no, don't be guilty....you are giving them valuable lessons too, and they would be better people after all these...
Drew -
I think being angry is only natural. Anyone in your shoes would feel that and many other emotions.
I have been reading this blog for a while now...and I think you have a healthy outlook on life and what lies ahead.
I agree with the other persons comment and I feel there are several other people that would be willing to help you.
I have not seen you in a while but I remeber you from Catholic and everyone loved to be around you and I am sure that is true today. Let these people in and accept there love and support
Your in my prayers every Sunday
Keep your head up and be proud of every accomplishment
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